ohh...its the beginning of the end. The future seems bleak. Hari Raya in the midst of our A's. By the way, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Happy Devali(Deepavali) and in case i dun c u, Merry Christmas. Oh yah, Happy new Year.
Back to the topic though...damn, i suck. The AO math paper 1 was a killer. I noe wat some of u will be tinkin. "Its only ao math n not c math or sumtin." But it stil was, whether u like it or not. Had a stress reliever after it though. (hehe) Really have to put in 200% for paper 2 and the rest of the A's. Last paper will be on the 24th.
And.. if u did not know...my enlistment date is the 11th of December. Dats rite, sports fans. Out of the frying pan, into the fire. This little munchkin will be serving our shores. Well, i hav to go some time. Finally can earn some grub. "Wait.." u may ask. "Not even one month after A's to enjoy?" I have to give it to you.
Life is looking so fair rite now.

Updates of my life:

1) a few days to the 'A's (i know how many, i'm just denying it)
2) utterly broke (for like a month now)
3) obsessed with an ethereal entity (don't ask)
4) going into Hari Raya with no money (did i say i'm broke?)
and lastly,
5) have only about 7 weeks to enjoy quality time with my loved ones (i'm dooooomed!)

so don't ask me how my life is. The world is turning ok i guess. US elections coming. Down with the Bush-meister. "Go Kerry!Go Kerry!" Don't get me wrong. I do not know if he's any better. I would just love the change. Seriously, call these westerners smart and they go following a guy named Bush. That's all for tonite. Be well.

This pass two years, i've met with a few people that i would like to share with the world. They have both blessed my mind and scorned my heart. Here goes: L.C.King, Strahler, Horton, Shrieve, my buddy Shakes, Othello, Desdemona, Iago, Cassio, Brabantio, Roderigo, Antony, Cleo, Octavius, Lepidus, Octavia, Enobarbus, Charmian, Proculeius, Dolabella, Eros , clown, Thomas, Jude, Sue, Arabella, Phillotson, George, Silas, Eppie, Godfrey, Nancy, Oliver, Marlow, Kate, Hastings, Constance, Tony, Dorothy, Richard, Edith, Newland, Ellen, May, Sillerton, the Archers, the Mingotts, the Van-der-luydens, the Beauforts and their bastards of course, Keynes, the Monetarists, the Government and their macroeconomic objectives, banks and lastly, those profit-hungry private firms. Thank you for making my life such a pleasant one.

Well...what do i say bout yesterday. Happy- freaky- tired. (just like u said) Wait, not just tired. I'm blahdy exhausted. Ok, den. Some people wanted an update of my life. There u have it. Ciao for now. I'll see u in the funny papers.

Had a pleasant walk home tonight. Winds blew the hair off my face. The dust of the road blemished the lenses that give me vision. I pant every step in the warm night, excited to reach my doors. It's a new month after all, the month of Ramadhan. U can practically smell it in the air. I curse at my life with praise in every breath. Who would have guessed a test of patience and passion in the midst of a measure of mind. Yes the 'A's are comin up in 3 weeks. Hari Raya in a month. I can't wait. Wonder what colour baju kurung we'll put on this year? Well..for now, i'll stick my head in books and notes. Farewell, dear friends. May you be well.

Religions, one too many.
Complications bound us all.
Constrictions, they confound me.
Slow our progress to a crawl.
Why do you do that?
Why do you plead?
There's nothing i can do now.
This is what i creed.
Heart is willing.
Mind is weak.
Go ahead.
Call me a freak.
So easy to love.
Yet hard to live by.
You are my Lord's answer.
So cute, you and your sigh.
Of course i want you here.
I will do stupid things.
Who do u want to blame?
The devil made me a jinx.

Friend, your loss is truly uncomprehensible on my part, therefore i cannot truly give you justice. But I bid you not be sad, for it is far too foolish to mourn for someone if he is much happier yonder, far from pain and grief. I can only wish you well and assure that your friends are still close by. Sweet dreams.