I have a feeling I might have to disappear for an episode or two. To the people who matter...I'm just a phone call away. To those who don't, no such luck i'm afraid. Seeya when I do!

In the spirit of the coming elections, I feel a need to put forth my own candidate. Below is the platform for this candidate's campaign.

Vote for Nobody:
Nobody tells the truth.
Nobody will keep election promises.
Nobody will always listen to your concerns.
Nobody will be able to help the poor and unemployed.
Nobody cares. For you. For us.

In support of the Nobody's Perfect Foundation
Visit www.nobodyicanbelievein.com

Hands are shaky, head exploding. The fever of pain creeping under the skin. Never again I said, but yet these words I am forced to devour every moment, every day. I believe, therefore I am...then is my belief not strong enough to withstand the frictions of our lives? Shudder the thought that god has forsaken us, sent us into this abyss of cruel emptiness that I feel at my stomach's pit.What is truth and what is lie... I can no longer identify, the weave has run over long ago from a better time. Blood no longer gives us strength, sanctuary, only another avenue for hatred and mistrust. Is this what the world has come to? Is this the end, or merely the beginning of? Don't forget......never....

Spending time with my friends from campus got me thinking of the rest of the souls that inhabited our school that I've had the privilege of meeting this past year. I realize that everyone of our generation lies. Not saying that my companions are filthy liars per se, but the fact is that most of us lie because we are never heard. It has reached the point that it is easier to lie so as to move on with our lives. I too have the habit of lying or avoiding as much as I can the unveiling of truth which for most is beyond our function to comprehend at this point of our lives. Well, doesn't that just suck that nobody's honest anymore? Well, that's where the point of this entry comes in. The root of it all is really the feeling of not being heard. There is a desperate need to change this. Have courage. Speak your mind and mean it. Truth may be scary at times but how long will you choose to cower? You have only one life, why not live it as free. As for me, I'd like to think of myself as a liberal person to not waver from any topic of conversation, not neglecting situational tact of course. So fellow strangers, if you ever need, a listening ear, to speak your truth or just about nothing at all....i'm here. Talk. I'm listening.

"If you need me, call me.
no matter where you are,
no matter how far.
Just call my name,
and i'll be there in a hurry,
you don't have to worry,
cos baby there
ain't no mountain high enough....."
you know how it goes.