To all, it has recently occurred to me that some readers seemed to have read too much into my entries and hence wildly interpreted them into a much more complicated equation than even i can comprehend. Thus, for today, i will write something of which has no underhand meaning whatsoever.
Today dear void i will like to write about what i am grateful to have found out this year. Firstly, i would like to honour Joss Whedon. For whom this name confounds you, he is the creator of the cult series(yes, i am a cult fan of..) "Buffy The Vampire Slayer". Now, he is a great writer. He compounds drama and humour, not forgetting fights, like a pizza buffet. Thanks to reruns courtesy of StarWorld, i am still a fan, struggling to keep up with episodes of the spin-off "Angel" (Damn army). Joss, I salute u.
Secondly, i have again attained a passion for comic books and fantasy novels. Learning how much i have missed these past months have awakened a passion for the art and genre. A deep realisation of how it has evolved into a much utilised social and political front so close to reality itself.
Lastly, for now, i would like to say how much i have missed my friends. Seriously hangin out with asses the whole day makes u treasure so much of what u had. However tryin to muster the same camaraderie seems such a pain to be worth it. Shamelessly i must add that tragedy had to shove its hand in to help me. (Don't u hate phone messages carrying bad news)
Well, dat is all folks, for now at least. It's not the end of the year yet so i may still have some rude awakenings slowly creeping to laugh at me in the face saying," I told u so...."

My mind is a blank. The more i try to reason, the more questions arise. Why are u doing this? Why are u willing to risk everything? What did we do wrong? Why keep it a secret? Or isit a secret? Are u showing off to your friends how a fool u have made us? Is that it? Is this all a joke to u? U go there with your smug face pretending there's nothing. Poisoning my mind with your lies. Worst of all u don't even put an effort to hide. Do u know how much this is hurting me, hurting us? Not being able to do anything.
This is part of your game isn't it? U sit there taunting us. Challenging us to stand up. Knowing well that we can't...we can't...we can't...we just can't...we...I

Dear void, recent events, which have led me to a life of perpectual nothingness, have provided a rude awakening to my supposedly aching vessel. Til this day and age, i have not amounted to any idea of a possible career which would most probably carry me to my untimely death.
Will i be an office worker stuck in between walls of cubicles in a dead wasteland of paper products and plastics, skin pale due to everyday exposure to fluorescent light. Nah. Or will i be one who thrives in torturing men into their smallest juvenile self in green camo and combat boots. Well...maybe not. As i walk under the void decks, carrying bags of food items, seafood, milk powder, instant coffee, diapers,etc... i wonder if there is a need of a well educated, height challenged, army trained, floor sweeping, window wiping, carpet vacuuming, rice cooking, egg frying, instant noodles boiling, children friendly (maybe not with all the mj fiasco), television addicted, music loving, baby carrying (again maybe not), grocery shopping, healthy and totally helpful young adult with quite a good sense of humour. It will require a monthly payment of $3000 (wait, finish the sentence before u act all surprised) , which may be compensated up to 50% by boarding and regular meals. Hmm...how is dat for service.
But for now, i will relax and enjoy my movie indulged, cpf non-paying life. However, if u want to engage in this introductory offer, do hurry bcos of currently limited stock. Have a nice nite dear void.