What is a family? A group of beings tied by blood stuck together by the fates....or is it a bond of responsibility on a rotational basis of generations. As spoken by Jeb Walker, "families rule" and "families suck". The ability to enjoy the company of family has been a forgotten treasure sunken into the crypt of Davey Jones. We revel in the safety of numbers...the feeling of having a house to go home to at the end of the day filled with people who will save you without a hesitation yet regret the pressures and the overbearing stuffiness that comes with.
The happiness is undoubtly and unfortunately found in a friendly compromise of both the aspects. Forget the expectations which we lay upon strangers. This is family...the people we trust with with our flaws...and accepted those flaws. The reason some find it difficult to lie to family...to the mother who gave us life...to the father whom stayed up til u finished your endless schoolwork...to the siblings who argue endlessly but stayed beside you those nights your folks weren't home. Nonetheless, each family is a multi-tiered tower. The strength lies in its foundation. Modernisation however has caused the number of tiers to lessen...making relations more like a balancing act rather than ...u know.
Dear void, take 1 day of your busy lives to have, be it a meal or just a simple cup of tea with your loved ones this weekend. Do not give a situation whereby an alternative date is to be arranged which we will probably postpone again and again. Take an effort. Don't regret only when its gone.

(DOWNLOAD by Dave Mckean)

Bubbles floatin to the surface....popping without restraint. Time passes and I can't stop to think. No time. Never was. Where's your sense of urgency? Why did she have to do that? Don't get distracted. What the fuck are you waiting for? Why now? Why not? Why him? Why her? Hollywood schmollywood. Smile back. Talk. Cut the chit chat. She can wait. He is nothing. Who are you? The time is now.

Hahaha. I finally can bloggg.....not dat i wanted to......but YES! I can blog...!
Shut up!

Fuck. I finally can post sumting. Fuck.

I'd like to ask the world a question. What is my purpose in life? Am i a tool? A slave to the system? Your financial planner? Your financial assistance? Your bottomless bag to fill with ur emotional baggage? The knowledge that i will never tell anyone else your trysts and tales excites you, doesn't it? Well, doesn't it?

I'm a fighter.
I'm the coward.
I'm a disowned child.
I'm the prodigal son.
I'm a hero.
I'm the arch nemesis.
I'm every little girl's dream.
I'm the 1 they warned U about.
I'm a character.
I'm the commentator.
I'm a greek god.
I'm Loki.
I'm ostentatious.
I'm unpretentious.
I'm a star.
I'm the fan.
I'm everywhere.
I'm nowhere.
I'm nobody.
I'm U.

Definitely Not Me by M.Rushdy

I watched X-MEN 3: THE LAST STAND. I watched X3. I watched X3. Hahahahha. Its awhawhawhawsome.....and I'm not gonna tell anyone anytin until u have watched it. Muhuhahahaha. All I can say is it was overwhelming. It happened so fast...Wham! Bam! Without the thank you ma'am though...almost. THe action was X-treme. Pun obviously intended. A lot of plotlines were unaddressed. But I didn't regret any second. It was dat good. Bless you Brett Ratner wherever u are. It was a miracle for fans though it diverged alot from common X-lore. Not so sure non fans will enjoy it though. Its filled with so much...POW! Damn, i'm lost for words. Hahahaha. I've watched X-men 3: The last stand.
To my date tonite ,E, thank you for enjoying the movie with me. We know sumtin a whole lot of ppl don't know....and I'm not talkin about the main storyline (you noe wat i'm talkin about). For fans, don't forget to look out for stan lee's cameo again (dat guy kills me.Haha) and for guy's(ahem) you can expect to see 1) Rebecca Romjin Stamos in full birthday suit colour, 2)Shadowcat( for the young guys....she IS very cute, Dickhead) and 3) a near sex scene. Hahahaha. I'm loving this. Knowledge is power........Damn that was nerdy.